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Fall.
I'm going to fall again.
This is what's going to happen. No, I'm not asking for help, because it's unnecessary. I'm alright, I'm always alright and this is what I always answer when someone asks. I'm okay, I guess I have to be.
Every superhero have their weaknesses, I guess. Super J is not an exception. So I am going to fall again. No one catches me this time but don't worry - I'm tough. I'll be alright in the end. It's not this easy to take me down.
I'm fucking invincible.
I'm not giving up. I'm just giving in.
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Fall
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Fight
Life is a battle, sugar.
Life is a constant fight.
You always have to watch your back, because world is a cruel place and being a good person is a weakness here. That's why I don't expose myself anymore to anyone, because if I do, they may use it against me. I am just tired – tired of feeling weak, tired of fighting. I am tired of pretending to be someone else so people wouldn't think I'm a freak. Well, here is the truth – I am a freak and from now on I will try to do everything to feel good with it.
I will not expose myself though. I will just observe and listen. And analyze, and remember. You will think I am mysterious or...
Changes.
Changes
I feel awfully homesick.
Since my latest journal many changes occured in my life (again). Let's start from the fact that I moved into place that is 1100 miles and one hour earlier from my home. Now I live in the United Kingdom and look for some new life here. Hope I will start from permanent full time job. When I get that, I will start to think about my own car, my own flat, my own dog AND cat, and finally my own man. It's good to have dreams, right? Maybe here I will be able to earn enough money to publish my book.
Last week I have worked at Royal Ascot 2013. I doubt you could notice me on TV, though Her Majesty the Queen walked f
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Just stay away from me. I'm only gonna hurt you.
That's what I said a long time ago. I guess I was right. I have to make myself a shirt with that motto on it.
It's eminently probable that I will stay alone till the day of my death. It's because I simply can't love anyone. And it's not like I love only myself. Maybe I look for someone who does not exist, someone too perfect for this reality. I feel like I belong to some other universe, where everything works differently. Where poeple think and act in different ways. I don't understand this world
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I don't always go out, but when I do, I'm on TV Gratki ponowne!
Umknal mi ten journal jakos, z jednej strony moglam przypadkiem usunac, z drugiej dev lubi ostatnio zjadac journale.
Wywrocily mi sie prawie galki oczne, jak zobaczylam 15 000 zl. Kurna. Moze jakas inna droga? :/ W koncu kogo by publikowali jakby kazdy musial miec tyle kasy?
Z tym zamknieciem... zalezy chyba, ile czasu to trwa i czy Ci przeszkadza. Moze na poczatek jakies spotkania z ludzmi z deva? (zwykle tez nie sa to bardzo duzo wychodzacy ludzie, chociaz nie wiem, jak z fotografami ) Nawet widze, ze grupa dla Tarnowa jest Poznanska znalazlam jedna (patrz sama co wyskakuje [link] ) i to skupiona na miescie, a mnie by po prostu zalezalo na znalezieniu deviantow w swoich okolicach i w swoim wieku. Hmh. Moze po prostu postalkuje czlonkow grupy.
Umknal mi ten journal jakos, z jednej strony moglam przypadkiem usunac, z drugiej dev lubi ostatnio zjadac journale.
Wywrocily mi sie prawie galki oczne, jak zobaczylam 15 000 zl. Kurna. Moze jakas inna droga? :/ W koncu kogo by publikowali jakby kazdy musial miec tyle kasy?
Z tym zamknieciem... zalezy chyba, ile czasu to trwa i czy Ci przeszkadza. Moze na poczatek jakies spotkania z ludzmi z deva? (zwykle tez nie sa to bardzo duzo wychodzacy ludzie, chociaz nie wiem, jak z fotografami ) Nawet widze, ze grupa dla Tarnowa jest Poznanska znalazlam jedna (patrz sama co wyskakuje [link] ) i to skupiona na miescie, a mnie by po prostu zalezalo na znalezieniu deviantow w swoich okolicach i w swoim wieku. Hmh. Moze po prostu postalkuje czlonkow grupy.