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Journal Entry: Fri Nov 8, 2013, 2:53 PM


Life is a battle, sugar.


Life is a constant fight.

You always have to watch your back, because world is a cruel place and being a good person is a weakness here. That's why I don't expose myself anymore to anyone, because if I do, they may use it against me. I am just tired – tired of feeling weak, tired of fighting. I am tired of pretending to be someone else so people wouldn't think I'm a freak. Well, here is the truth – I am a freak and from now on I will try to do everything to feel good with it.

I will not expose myself though. I will just observe and listen. And analyze, and remember. You will think I am mysterious or... enigmatic. You will be afraid of me, because you'll never be able to find out what I think about. This will keep you away.

Still, I am an honest person and if you ask about anything, I'll answer. With honesty.


But don't expect me to spend much time here. I am very busy right now. I barely find time to clean my wet and moldy room and to wash my clothes to work, not mentioning spending hours on deviantART. I have no opportunities to take photos. I have no inspiration either. This town just sucks all my afflatus out of me.

Yes – I have a job. A permanent, full-time job. I'm working as a barista at Starbucks. Not much, huh? Maybe. But I like this job and I like people I work with. They are crazy, they are funny and smart, and always helpful. They really made my first period of work much more easy because I could count on them. I'm not sure if they know how much they helped me, and maybe I don't want them to know, but they make my workplace feel like a second home. What's more there are few regular customers who always have a good word to give and a smile to share. I would not change this job to anything else right now. Though I still am very lonely here and it makes me feel bad that besides work I have no one to talk with, no one to go out with, no one to help me with simple everyday things. Well, everything in its' own time.


This feels weird. Sometimes I am helpless like a teenage girl who found herself in a new, difficult situation. Other times I am just too old and too tired to handle all of this, too old and too tired to be with someone, to wait for someone, to start a family on my own. Too simple to understand this complicated world with its all complicated people with complicated personalities. Sometimes I just feel broken. Sometimes... it's just too difficult to fight your dark side. You just let it get out then and take control of you. Just for a while.


I guess now I have my darker days.



My Dad's first DD.


I am very, very proud if my Dad. He's got his first Daily Deviation few days ago. Very well deserved, occupied with hard work and commitment. Here it is:





My Facebook Page


I am obliged to remind You about the Facebook page for my photography and digital art. I established it some time ago, but i still feel very lonely on that vast and lonesome place called Facebook. If You like my art here, maybe You could like it there as well...?



Twitter


You can follow me, I can follow You. Just don't be afraid to say 'hi'.




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Art of Yours



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Llamas...


Llamas.... what are those for? I don't get the whole "Llama idea". Don't give me them, I wouldn't know how to use them. For the same reason I don't offer them back.


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My DDs


Beauty of blessed memory. by oro-elui
inside the Fire. by oro-elui
the Portal. by oro-elui
Journey of Life. by oro-elui
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  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: voices of the fall.
  • Reading: between the lines.
  • Watching: the summer turning into winter.
  • Playing: by heart.
  • Eating: your soul.
  • Drinking: your blood.

Changes.

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 25, 2013, 3:35 PM


Changes


I feel awfully homesick.
Since my latest journal many changes occured in my life (again). Let's start from the fact that I moved into place that is 1100 miles and one hour earlier from my home. Now I live in the United Kingdom and look for some new life here. Hope I will start from permanent full time job. When I get that, I will start to think about my own car, my own flat, my own dog AND cat, and finally my own man. It's good to have dreams, right? Maybe here I will be able to earn enough money to publish my book.
Last week I have worked at Royal Ascot 2013. I doubt you could notice me on TV, though Her Majesty the Queen walked few metres from me for few times ;) Disregarding the fact that it was some really hard and long work (since 7 or 8 am till 8 or 9 pm) with no single chair to seat on (except of few 20-30 minutes breaks) and for five days I was incredibly tired, I met some great people there and really enjoyed the fact that I earned enough money to live here for another month. I will not say anything more now, but maybe in the future I will have some good news for you and a little bit of more hope for myself.
There is one thing that really stuns me here. Every single guy I meet smiles to me. And daily I can have three independent invitations for being someone's girlfriend. I understand that in my area I might me the only one natural blonde. But the fact that in Poland I didn't actually exist and here I am being stalked really unsettles me. I had to make a decision of keeping away from the shop that is nearest to my house because of three guys independently trying to take me on coffee or to get my phone number. I need to hide.
Anyway, those smiles seen in the street are quite nice accent for a person who felt invisible during whole her life. And indeed - guys in Poland mostly are idiots. Sorry, I am just being honest*.
Beside the guys here another different thing is sky. Seriously. I have noticed this weird fact the very first day. I don't know the cause of this, but the sky seems more deep, more vivid and more spectacular. Sometimes I feel like I moved to another planet. Sometimes I feel this way not only because of the sky.
I am terribly homesick. I'm so alone here...

*) I've added the word "mostly" so some of you would not feel offended.


Few promised words about my shitty acting.


On April 8th 2013 I have appeared on TV. The episode of polish TV show "Szpital" was out on TVN television. I played only in few scenes (this was some very very supporting role) but I enjoyed the experience. Even today I had a call from the agency with an invitation to another casting. The man who called me seemed quite surprised about my location. Pity I will loose this chance, but maybe I will get something else instead.
For those of us who actually understand polish language: please find the link to the episode below. For those who don't speak polish: you can always see it. I found a site wth no location restrictions.




Fourth DD


I am extremely happy and honoured that one of my works was recently awarded with DD feature.
Thank You very much, Rosella-of-Daventry for suggesting and Kaz-D for considering it worth featuring.





My Facebook Page


I am obliged to remind You about the Facebook page for my photography and digital art. I established it some time ago, but i still feel very lonely on that vast and lonesome place called Facebook. If You like my art here, maybe You could like it there as well...?




Art of Yours





















Llamas...


Llamas.... what are those for? I don't get the whole "Llama idea". Don't give me them, I wouldn't know how to use them. For the same reason I don't offer them back.


my subscription is a gift from kg177


:iconkg177:






My DDs


Beauty of blessed memory. by oro-elui
inside the Fire. by oro-elui
the Portal. by oro-elui
Journey of Life. by oro-elui
thank You, mods and suggesters!


other stuff





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  • Mood: Homesick
  • Listening to: voices of the summer.
  • Reading: between the lines.
  • Watching: the stars.
  • Playing: by heart.
  • Eating: healthily.
  • Drinking: your health.

O archarethi aathi

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 13, 2013, 1:36 PM


Wings of Storm


My life becomes more weird everyday. After months of routine strange things can happen, and of course they tend to appear gregariously. My typical day includes early waking up, few hours of work, three hours spent at a gym and then lonely evenings on deviantART or facebook, or other mystical places on the internet. I don't go out, I don't talk to people. I am closed person, I prefer to take photos or write my book, so I don't have any friends. All of my acquaintances ended when I returned to my hometown after finishing studies. I don't even have proper opportunity to meet some nice representatives of opposite sex. So every day I get up I tell myself something like: "Rise and shine, sweetheart! The day won't become shitty on its own!" ;)

So, when strange things happen I am quite a bit... unbalanced.

Lately strange things have happened. Yes, in plural.

First of all - I will appear on TV. I can't say more now, but the one thing I can say is that I would really like the job of an actress. This was a fun experience, though I would rather not to watch myself on TV, because I am hopeless when it comes to pretending. So if You want to see some shitty acting, just stay tuned.

The second thing is much more serious. I have an opportunity to publish my novel. I've got a letter from the publisher with very positive opinion and an offer. But when you are a novice you have to invest these days by yourself. I need almost 15 000 PLN (about 3 600 EUR or 4 700 USD) so my dreams will not come true, unless I find a sponsor. And this is sad. I was always afraid that the main obstacle would be my lack of talent or something like that. It appears that I have encountered the main obstacle of all times - MONEY.

Please, maybe You can give me some advices about the kind of institutions that would be interested in patronizing publication of fantasy book?


Premium Membership


I've got a wonderful gift from kg177, who decided to give me a Premium Membership. Raz jeszcze dziękuję.


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076 by kg177 ... by kg177
Visit to a Castle (2) by kg177 ... by kg177


My Facebook Page


I am obliged to remind You about the Facebook page for my photography and digital art. I established it some time ago, but i still feel very lonely on that vast and lonesome place called Facebook. If You like my art here, maybe You could like it there as well...?




Underrated Art of Yours




Delicate by fairyladyphotography Aja by charleshildreth
Siberian Stories: Memorial by DariaPitak Keepin secrets by UgurDoyduk :thumb356167043:
Anhen by Anhen Ethnic by HexPhotography Mary's: Jasmine by Piotr-Kaniewski-Ring
Luna by SylwesterSzymanski Fickle Muse by AlicjaRodzik



Teplickie Skaly by Jaagaa across the mountain by CaveCanem42
You Are Here With Me by Schnitzelyne blue harmony by bracketting94 Autumn Reflected by tourofnature
Observing the awakening of nature by Vlad-Off-kru scape serenade by arayo free speech by BelcyrPiotr



Mondsee by smutyo The Abhishek moment by Saswat777 00112 by NunoFigueira
Back  to 20's by Whiskeysip :thumb330789194:
Drive Me by catch---22 7776 by celil 180-3.14 by kasys



Forest2 Orne France by hubert61 MANY WISHIES by SeeThruMineEyes
Village sketches by erynrandir :thumb349752124: Faelight by Zanarky
Soft light by JunJun510 Blue flowers by Fra-Emer Angellore by MarsiaMS



en el imperio magico de la Luna by kriakao Morning Castle Concept by JonathanDufresne
green by Wichrzyciel the magician by me-illuminated Q31 by Dbjart
The end of life by hearthy Jewish Zone by Bizriart Fantasy woman. by ValentinaMayMus



Baguy VII by Arkus83 Honey bee on flowering onion 2 by greyrowan
Shopping for the family... by cricketumpire At Peace With Myself by AdARDurden The first ladybird this year by Juchise
A sunny day by Fra-Emer vuslat by lisans .:.Another Butterfly.:. by Ailedda



:thumb280085251: A little bit of blue by Photosbykev
Peek-A-Boo by xLindarielx chains of decay series #2 by wroquephotography The Missing Piece by alexgphoto
Nature comfortable by diensilver Invisible curtains by popoks :thumb335517785:



Fountains Abbey by SuperSnappz Untitled by llemonthyme
My study - (if only!) by cricketumpire Obidos by Jack-Nobre Holly Miranda 04 by exkub
ls004 by lwc71 The Palace I by Arte-de-Junqueiro :thumb349124684:



Llamas...


Llamas.... what are those for? I don't get the whole "Llama idea". Don't give me them, I wouldn't know how to use them. For the same reason I don't offer them back.


my subscription is a gift from kg177


:iconkg177:






My DDs


Beauty of blessed memory. by oro-elui
inside the Fire. by oro-elui
the Portal. by oro-elui
thank You, mods and suggesters!


other stuff





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Journal skin
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  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: silence of the winter.
  • Reading: between the lines.
  • Watching: pages of the book.
  • Playing: by heart.
  • Eating: tomato salad.
  • Drinking: beer definitely.

Naer nihteda ven naer ingra.

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 3, 2012, 3:28 PM


Something ends, something begins.


You don't have to read the part below. Just skip to features.

Just stay away from me. I'm only gonna hurt you.
That's what I said a long time ago. I guess I was right. I have to make myself a shirt with that motto on it.

It's eminently probable that I will stay alone till the day of my death. It's because I simply can't love anyone. And it's not like I love only myself. Maybe I look for someone who does not exist, someone too perfect for this reality. I feel like I belong to some other universe, where everything works differently. Where poeple think and act in different ways. I don't understand this world and I don't agree with its rules. The older I get, the more lost i feel. And more angry.



I just wanted to post a journal with another features of others' beautiful works, because my premium membership is ending in three weeks and I don't know if I will have time to post something later. I just wanted to feature You, but apparently I don't have anything wise or interesting to say with this opportunity. Sorry!


Underrated Art of Yours







































Llamas...


Llamas.... what are those for? I don't get the whole "Llama idea". Don't give me them, I wouldn't know how to use them. For the same reason I don't offer them back.


my subscription is a gift from marrciano


:iconmarrciano:






My DDs


Beauty of blessed memory. by oro-elui
inside the Fire. by oro-elui
the Portal. by oro-elui
thank You, mods and suggesters!


other stuff





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Thanks to all of You for watches, faves and comments :hug: All support is much appreciated, though i know i don't have enough time to answer all Your messages...


Journal skin
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  • Mood: Pity
  • Listening to: voices of the fall.
  • Reading: between the lines.
  • Watching: pages of the book.
  • Playing: by heart.
  • Eating: tomato salad.
  • Drinking: beer definitely.

Autumnal Melancholy.

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 12, 2012, 1:52 PM


Melancholy...


...quite strong at this time of the year.
I was fighting with myself for some time to write few words, but it's difficult for me to write in recent days. I'm still dealing with my inbox and all the messages I got from You, especially all the faves for "The Portal" piece, that have eventually became my third DD. It's been over a month since then, but with this amount of messages it's a really tough task to visit You all and answer for all Your support.
I have to say though, I noticed some people don't even remember what support they gave. I have no idea if they visit people who thank them for support to find out, what support those people are talking about, but... if they do - and they still don't remember - that kind of support (quick fave and run without remembering) doesn't actually mean much to me anymore.
Please, don't ask me what I am thanking You for. The probability I remember which work You have faved when I have thousands of overdue messages in my inbox equals zero. I delete messages after I visit people who gave me support, so - if Your nickname is similar to a dozen or so of other nicknames (what to be honest happens quite often) - it's hardly possible for me to tell You, what support You actually gave.

I may bite. Don't mind it please. My internship is ending, so I will not have money anymore unless some miracle happens and someone finally answer for my CV these times, taking into account that I have none of work experience in my learned profession. I feel very lonely though I thought I shouldn't be. I don't miss anyone! I don't want anyone, I am only quite sad there is no one on this Earth I would be able to love. I go to a gym for some time now, but lately I just can't find my motivation. There is nothing I could do at the moment and nothing I would actually like to do. Well - autumnal melancholy. That's all.


Underrated Art of Yours






































Found by music.


Remember how this works? You open Your music player turned on random mode, and then the song title it chooses You put into dA's browser. You pick the work You like the most.






Llamas...


Llamas.... what are those for? I don't get the whole "Llama idea". Don't give me them, I wouldn't know how to use them. For the same reason I don't offer them back.


my subscription is a gift from marrciano


:iconmarrciano:





My Love's place in my heart (and in my journal)



:iconrynvord:




My DDs


Beauty of blessed memory. by oro-elui
inside the Fire. by oro-elui
the Portal. by oro-elui
thank You, mods and suggesters!


other stuff





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Journal skin
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  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: voices of the fall.
  • Reading: between the lines.
  • Watching: pages of the book.
  • Playing: by heart.
  • Eating: tomato salad.
  • Drinking: beer definitely.

Better than a DD.

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 28, 2012, 9:29 AM


Better than a DD.


I have to say that I am shocked. I wasn't this much surprised for a long time. Even my latest DD, the one I got almost two years ago, didn't surprise me this much. I guess that some works may become extremely popular for no reason, just because of few conducive factors occuring in one special moment. Like - for example - big thumbnails' implementation in dA's galleries, or many people with same associations, liking same movies. The outcome is that a piece i didn't even want to publish gets more attention than my two DDs gathered together, twice as much faves as my more popular DD and in a short time I have in my message center over 2,000 new messages I cannot even answer. The world is crazy.

Thank You all for such a huge interest in my work:


It is true that I was close to not submitting this, because i simply didn't like it and didn't see anything special in it. This photo has few technical shortcomings and i would compose it better if I had more time and didn't have to force my boyfriend to stay in the end of that tunnel without a move ;) But Your huge appreciation made me look differently at this work. I am just really happy that I could give You some associations or feelings You desire.

I'm still trying to thank You all individually and i didn't deal with it yet, because Your faves, comments and watches are many, while my time is limited and... what's worse, limited is the amount of comments i am allowed to give in some period of time... Yes, it is dA's antispam mechanism, that blocks me each time i try to answer Your messages on bigger scale. Hope You can be patient. I will dig to You... someday ;)


Underrated Art of Yours


These are few examples of what I have found while wandering through dA in order to thank all my :+fav: and :+devwatch: givers:





































Found by music.


Remember how this works? You open Your music player turned on random mode, and then the song title it chooses You put into dA's browser. You pick the work You like the most.






Llamas...


Llamas.... what are those for? I don't get the whole "Llama idea". Don't give me them, I wouldn't know how to use them. For the same reason I don't offer them back.


my subscription is a gift from marrciano


:iconmarrciano:





My Love's place in my heart (and in my journal)



:iconrynvord:




My DDs


Beauty of blessed memory. by oro-elui
inside the Fire. by oro-elui
thank You, mods and suggesters!


other stuff





:icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:

You are not authorized to use works submitted to account you are currently watching.
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Thanks to all of You for watches, faves and comments :hug: All support is much appreciated, though i know i don't have enough time to answer all Your messages...


Journal skin
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design by oro-elui
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: voices of the summer.
  • Reading: between the lines.
  • Watching: pages of the book.
  • Playing: by heart.
  • Eating: tomato salad.
  • Drinking: coffee. or maybe beer? beer definitely.

100 000 pageviews.

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 14, 2012, 1:00 PM


100 000 pageviews.


Well. At the moment actually 100 200. Thanks for that, thanks for all these (almost) 6 years here on deviantART. It feels weird when I realize it's been that long. I remember my journals on "1 000" or "10 000" occassions, it seems so long! I also remember a discussion with friend (under 10 000 journal) about time it would take to wait till 100 000. Don't think I consider this as that much important thing... These are only pageviews, nothing very special, but it somehow shows that what I am doing here isn't so worthless as certain people tried to inculcate with me some time ago. I am happy that there are some people in this world who really like and appreciate what I "create". I am honoured with Your interest.

I will not wait till 200 000 though. Who knows what will happen in next few days, not even saying about next few years. But I assure You I will continue what I started. And I will experiment more with art, not worrying about others' opinions about "naturalness" and "overprocessing". During these many years, not only here on deviantART, but generally "in craft" (oh my, I just noticed it's 17 years already!) I have learned that ART is not what everyone wants to see, but it's what artist want to show. We all are different, so some poeple may like it and some may not. The only rule in art is that You musn't say "you musn't".

The time has come for little celebrating, so let me show You what I found in dA's galleries ;)


Underrated Art of Yours



Villa Adriana 3 by jochniew St. Audoen's in Dublin by cd32919 Moonlight Matterhorn by S-NOBLE
Jeddah Building by ashamandour Sulovsky Hrad by myusernameistaken2
Vaison la Romaine 6 by calimer00 Like a fairy tale by FairyFunny



Luz by Anamartinez-Fotograf Through to the other side by FatmanSpeedy Someone In The Dark by ArtemisiaDark
St. Petersburg at sunset by DerDunkleEngel Mampukuji by DavidNowak
Burning Rock by Burtn Golden Venice by A-Motive



I'll be home for Christmas by RobinHalioua :thumb317482890:
Paysage - France by Louis-photos Werribee Mansion by Lightkast Qatar - Wakra Resort 01 - Narrow Passage by GiardQatar
Autumn evening by MigleGolubickaite Tierra de campos by 1uno
Monster by marrciano Another sunrise I by Sulde



buho by pixelado08 Blue tit by P1eTru5zka
Clouds over Paradise by motzhoeld Kominiarski by myusernameistaken2 :thumb259025857:
Prince Charming by sG-Photographie spring2 by swiski



L o n e l y  L o v e r by EclipxPhotography sunset in the countryside of Orne France by hubert61
Dasmel in Distress by gg-al The Unknown by MrsDeGoeysCreations Art Nouveau 07 by ssava
Fiat DT by JoostvanD The girl on fire ! by Xqua



but instead i kissed you by MookieKid What comes after day by EmersonStem
To the sun by Magini Park sculpture by shiningsilverskies
80 by jmotes Hall of Neunswainstein deeper by artimisso



Beautiful nightmare by misza-pawlwoski The Raven by HYDRA-Artwork :thumb299638838:
watchman of illusion by Praetorian124 Bridge by BzykXXL
Prayer by burzinski . by LostCaradelNeil
Snow White by WhiteRaven89 France - Carcassonne 06 - Two Towers by GiardQatar :thumb317785887:



Found by music.


Remember how this works? You open Your music player turned on random mode, and then the song title it chooses You put into dA's browser. You pick the work You like the most.






Llamas...


Llamas.... what are those for? I don't get the whole "Llama idea". Don't give me them, I wouldn't know how to use them. For the same reason I don't offer them back.


my subscription is a gift from marrciano


:iconmarrciano:





My Love's place in my heart (and in my journal)



:iconrynvord:




My DDs


Beauty of blessed memory. by oro-elui
inside the Fire. by oro-elui
thank You, mods and suggesters!


other stuff





:icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:

You are not authorized to use works submitted to account you are currently watching.
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my stock-account:
:iconoro-elui-stock:


This account is not a stock! Please, don't use any work submitted here. This is private, personal work that is not allowed to use in any way.

Thanks to all of You for watches, faves and comments :hug: All support is much appreciated, though i know i don't have enough time to answer all Your messages...


Journal skin
image by oro-elui
design by oro-elui
  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: voices of the summer.
  • Reading: between the lines.
  • Watching: pages of the book.
  • Playing: by heart.
  • Eating: tomato salad.
  • Drinking: coffee. or maybe beer? beer definitely.

I'm Lost in Between.

Journal Entry: Fri May 25, 2012, 1:52 PM


I'm Lost in Between.


It's busy time. And it's not art what is taking so much time from me, so i am here not this often as i used to be, though i still try hard to visit dA everyday to admire Your wonderful works and answer Your messages. It's always a place where I can find inspiration, even though i didn't have time recently to write a single word of my novel. I am always tired now.
Maybe there are few things i wanted to write here about, but this time it would be wiser not to. Who knows, perhaps i will meet with some of You soon, then we would talk over significant and insignificant cases.
I am going to show up on nearest devMEET, on June 2nd in Cracow (Poland). Week later there will be a knights' tournament in my hometown, so it's possible that some new photos will appear during the days after.
Don't dispraise me for not answering Your comments and faves. Please.

Oh. And I don't get this whole "let's change our nicknames" idea. Many of You I have recognized thanks to Your nicknames. Now I don't know who is who anymore. Well, maybe I am just another crazy blonde girl.


Underrated Art of Yours






















































Llamas...


Llamas.... what are those for? I don't get the whole "Llama idea". Don't give me them, I wouldn't know how to use them. For the same reason I don't offer them back.


my subscription is a gift from marrciano


:iconmarrciano:





My Love's place in my heart (and in my journal)



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Do I think (drink) too much?

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 25, 2012, 12:21 PM


Photomanipulation?


What differs highly edited photo from a photomanip?
Sometimes I really want to laugh, when I read some people's blogs about photoshop. They write that photoshop is not a real photography. Everyone can take a photo, edit it in photoshop and consider themself as great artist, they say. Oh my. When I look through their galleries i easily notice, that their work don't get much attention. Maybe because it's raw, flat and without meaning. It's just...ordinary. It's not even good technically, because using photoshop for something more than slight crop or contrast change is considered as photomanipulation!
Photoshop is a real photography. It is a result of traditional darkroom's evolution. Processes allowed in computer softwares were also possible in traditional darkrooms. It is true, that developing image using computer (for example making use of ACR in work with RAWs) is much easier than developing traditional films in darkroom, but it's actually the same process. You cannot put into view photo that is barely edited and wait for applause only because You think You have some amazing camera that will do all Your work for You. Photography is the ability of taking photos with the camera, not using photoshop, you think. Are You sure? So, You say that cameras that were used 50 years ago were better than those used today, because photos taken with them by real artists were better? No, those photos were developed, edited (sometimes even highly) in darkrooms. Do You know You could even take a sky from some photo and put it under another, totally different photo? Isn't this the same what You can do today using digital darkroom? Don't call it a photomanipulation! Photomanipulation would occure if You took my face and pasted it into Angelina Jolie's body. That specific situation would probably not have anything in common with Art.
Artistic photography is not just documenting the reality. It is a process of painting the reality again, from scratch. Who cares how something originally looked like? Admire art, light paintings, feelings shown in even strongly edited photos and search for emotions, not for enhanced levels, artificial blurs or birds in the skies that weren't there at the moment of shooting. Girl, lion and dove from different stock photos put together in one stock forest, properly blended, painted and finished with details - this is a photomanipulation. HDR is NOT a photomanipulation.
And for the end: No, using photoshop and other graphic softwares isn't THAT easy. Good photographer can take good photo with a mobile phone. Those who don't have even basic knowledge about photographic rules and postprocessing will never be good in what they do, even if they buy the newest reflex camera with all it's revelational options. You won't even create a good photomanip, if You don't know how. In the end it's all about modesty and humility...


Daily Deviations, episode god-knows-which.


Did anyone of You also notice, that - regardless to DDs' quality - more and more of these features don't already have descriptions? Not so long ago every featured DD contained an explanation why featurer or suggester thought it was worth showing to broader audience. Now there is only two, three features for 10 that are enriched of such explanation. I also noticed that nowadays there are more works that got DD only due to GM's caprice. There are no "suggested by" adnotations. What has happened with this site? DDs get even less attention than they used to get 4 years ago. I think that people who really should volunteer as DD featurers simply don't have time for this work. DDs are mostly being featured by children or those who volunteer for greater attention for themselves. I more often catch myself of thinking that I don't really want to get DD anymore, I don't care if I will. That's really sad :no:


Underrated Art of Yours




:thumb111133730: Gorce Mountains III by KarolP
Requiem for a Dream by DimensionSeven Departure by plutonicfluf
Trinity of Light by parallel-pam Warming Entrance by chilm at noon by Wilithin
life on village... by kawsek Apocalips by tomislav-moze
Radicofani by nasht-01 Inaccessible by etchepare



Clipped Wings by justfrog Perilous Journey by renegade150 Felin Cafnan by Photosbykev
foggy forest by LaMusaTriste Castle Island by ciar4n
Stone On Stone by 1uno Kinderdijk V... by Kaarmen
oberbaum faery tale by SimonSawSunlight Northumberland Tree 3 by newcastlemale Mur... by BogdanCh
Lisbon ::2 by MisterKey Cooper's Dream by Coffea



An upside down Andean Orion by Kilohoku  Tangerine dream by whiter-shade
Road To Eternity by Buszujacy-w-zbozu Twilight Phantoms by Qiu-Ling Let's go  fishing by lyub4o
...5 by efka58 CBL - Study VIII by pedroinacio
Light Trap by ahermin Soft emotions... by vanitas22
in the morning... by wAplioks Enduring by doruoprisan
Tranquility by Dickie67 Will they bite? by jchanders




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Thank You.

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 13, 2012, 6:41 AM


Thank You.


I write this journal because I simply want to say thank You for Your memory, wishes, notes and all messages You have sent me yesterday on my birthday occasion. I honestly didn't expect I would get so many wishes, thank You once again, You all made my day and consolidated my belief that what I do makes any sense. It doesn't change the fact that I am getting older and older and I will not be any younger anymore :giggle:

How does this world work if you get birthday wishes from people you barely know and people who were once your friends don't remember about you in this day? Everything goes forward and what once was will not be coming back...

I wanted to give special thanks to Malinav for her lovely birthday present:





Dzięki Ci za to Malina, zbiłaś mnie z nóg pod koniec dnia :D



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Facebook Page

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 9, 2012, 2:06 PM


Facebook Page


The time has come for little self-promotion ;)
I have decided to create a Facebook page for my photographs and digital works. You may call it a "fan page", but it's not for looking for fans. It's for getting more attention to what I am doing, for featuring some of my works placed here on deviantART, for easier way of leaving updates about my photography plans and so on. If You are interested, follow me here:





It's all about Longing.




Lair by marrciano hey dont cheat, it's my tire by riorr
You said to go by SweetPeaPhototc Lunar Echoes II by lostknightkg
Misty Day by Justine1985 :thumb145596265: Sunset inaczej by m1xer
Love and Affection by dreamyana Sunset times by MustafaSEZER
Older man by Mysiokulak Phan Thiet - Viet Nam by hoangnamphoto
Hidden Beach Tree by MartinGollery A Winter Morning by FireflyPhotosAust
What I Miss About You by lady-amarillis keyhole to heaven by Attila-G :thumb287697099:




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A sin called the "Art Theft"

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 15, 2012, 3:04 PM


Art Theft


In the light of recent big stink with bulgarian site full of thieves (You might hear of it - it's called Kaprizen.com and really stinks...) I recalled all my recent problems with art thieves. I've come to the conclusion, that if someone truly wants to steal something, they will succeed no matter what, and no ugly dA watermarks will help! Actually, no watermarks help, but Your own watermarks You can at least control.

Anyway. It's not watermarks I was going to gab about. I still remember my latest pain with some romanian server containing my stolen works - with watermark cut off.  Fixing this took me some time and in the end I didn't even hear any apologize. From no one. I don't even want to look through the internet for my artworks, because I don't want to be upset anymore. With this kind of people no one will ever win, and no ACTAs/SOPAs (which cosset only concern's rights) will ever deal with this problem.

Few days ago I have even found here - on deviantART - a person who was an incipient thief for me. Well, she is a little girl, so maybe no one told her, that some things are not well seen (I am hoodwinking myself here). She only published one of windows vista exemplary wallpapers. That's nothing, right? Everyone knows these wallpapers. The problem is that she claimed she's the one who took the photo and all rights belong to her. She even made up some cute story about the country and time this image was taken. That's not all - she tried to sell a print.

This is just funny for me. What would be next? Another deviant's landscape taken of course also by herself - this time in Sweden or Australia? And also all rights would be hers? This is what I call a newborn thief - taking something what is not yours and lying that it is - is a sin called theft. If no one noticed a common known wallpaper, who will notice a less known art?
That little girl was of course reprimanded by dA staff. The only thing that remains is a hope - a hope that she will never do anything like this anymore. Unfortunately this hope is transistory. She was on dA for four weeks and already had three colleagues that were permanently banned from dA.

Well, the basis is you have to have somebody to learn from.


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deviantART is filling with egocentric people.

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 28, 2012, 9:51 AM


deviantART is filling with egocentric people.


Oh yes, it is. I am experiencing it strongly in recent times. Once i joined this site few years ago i really loved it for people who were here with me. Always kind, always helpful. Now i see that dA has become one of those sites i fled from because of arrogants filling them. Not that i am saying that everyone here is that kind of person, no no no. I'm just saying that i meet them very often now here, in this place i thought it would be fair and great for newbie and progressing wanna-be-artists.

What is wrong with this world that people become "I Am Great Artist, you are shit so admire Me" types? What happened with "I consider myself as great artist, so I think I could  help you to become such"?

Want an example? Here You are.

There is one group here on dA i belonged in since it was founded. It's called LightInspired but it's not so significant now. The point is I really liked it. It was reliable, and great for people like me: those who begin their adventure with photography. But I recently noticed that since it became big it also became unreliable. Hey, come on, I know I am not a Great Artist, but i am also not an idiot. I can read and i understand what i read. I have respect for groups' administrators because i also run a group, so i always try to follow rules they establish. If someone says: "choose Your best work" - I do so. What follows - when they decline that best work without any explanation i really DO feel like an idiot. I thought that when You perform such an important role like group's admin or mod, especially in group like that one - group that tries to collect the best from the site -You should be a person who is more inclined towards people that try to be the best. I guess I was wrong. That group is inclined towards showing mainly its contributors' works, what You can easily deduce from its submission rules.

But it's not the point.

The point is that I think ACTA/SOPA consequences begin to work, because when I voiced my opinion about the group on its main page my comment was hid. What the hell? When I wrote that i think the group became unreliable i didn't wrote anything abusive. It wasn't a SPAM too. So... why the comment has been hidden? Because i didn't write something like "thank you, you are awesome" and my words would be cumbersome? Or someone who hid it thought: "Oh my, another idiot upset that their deviation has been declined..."? No. I am not upset about the decline. I am upset only because no one of those experts who voted didn't find a will to EXPLAIN, why my work was not right for the group's profile.

You can think what You want, but hiding unfavorable comment without an answer sounds like "FUCK YOU" to me.
And that's all i wanted to say.


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About DD Suggestions...

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 25, 2012, 10:00 AM


DD Suggestions


I will not write again how i feel fooled by some GMs, who really don't care about what other people have to say. I complained once already and I am not going to do this again. Main subject of this journal is the feature: I want to feature works I have once suggested to someone without receiving back any answer. I just want to say that my suggestion was taken into account only once during more than 5 years of my whole dA existence. In this place i need to thank evanhwong for his interest.
Tell me, is this really any reasonable to send all these notes to GMs who don't bother?


My DD Suggestions...


...that didn't get mods' attention:


Suggested on Jan 14, 2012.



Suggested on Dec 6, 2011.



Suggested on Dec 5, 2010.



Suggested on July 12, 2010.



Suggested on Feb 24, 2010.
And featured by another GM half year later.



Suggested on Nov 19, 2009.



Suggested on Nov 9, 2009.



Suggested on Oct 12, 2009.



Suggested on Sep 21, 2009.



Suggested on Sep 18, 2009.



Suggested on Aug 30, 2009.



Suggested on Jun 20, 2009.



Suggested on Sep 22, 2008.


Aaand for the end:

(how nice: i just noticed it got DD on Sep 25, 2011, while i suggested it on Sep 3, 2011. Though  according to GM it's not me who suggested it. Ok, no problem. Good it has been featured in the end. But really pity that GM totally ignored my note and didn't find time to answer it. I think I feel a bit deceived right now, no matter what....)




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Angels & Demons.

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 15, 2012, 5:26 AM


Angels




+++ by AimishBoy Not again ... by OreGaOmaeOMamoru Silence. by karo-pawlak
Blue Eyes II by khrmnens shadow commission by Apofiss whats up by MotyPest
.miniakman. by MistyTableau What's going on? by floflo Morning Sunshine by markie2k
Autumn Rain by RayCrystal Cat 3 by tajus
O M G 2 by precious10 :thumb258661546:
advice by basharbbr Luv u by mniami
:thumb104419408: Sweet dreams by jankolas


Demons




contrast  morning Pu-Pu by sarikreal black and white joke by secret-mirror Say Whaaaat....? by thrumyeye
i'm hungry by werol Attention Seeker by waney Golden Christmas by demony
Playful by paintmewet Stare by KateWalker Ms. Grey by paintmewet
Yummy by BenHeine Up by EleaLaFleur
my cat by miszka74 Black Cat by BenHeine
Cat in the Dark by Weiklink Niarr by mariannaphotography
sneezing by Wintertale-eu Mysterious cat by TomekKarol


Llamas...


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Just a fragment of You.

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 5, 2012, 7:41 AM


Just a fragment of You.













































Llamas...


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Egoism, Frustration and Underestimation.

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 30, 2011, 9:07 AM


Few words about frustration.


I have recently left few dA groups. In my egoism I feel too frustrated recently to "participate" in groups that are flooding my message center with subjectively chosen artworks without any advantages for myself. I'm not sure if I can enunciate properly what I am thinking of. I just wonder why some groups invite me into their closed society and then reject my submissions consistently without even giving a reason. If my work isn't good enough for those closed societies I don't see any good reason why I should continue my worthless existence in those groups. Especially if I submit anything to a group once a month or three, no matter what limit a week it has. Yes, maybe I am very selfish today, or too irritated, or...call it as You wish to. I am simply not going to be frustrated any more that I already am.
DeviantART isn't the same site as it used to be. Anyone noticed it too...? Too many great works come and go unnoticed while pornographic, aberrant or simply hideous content gets big attention. dA staff, get to work instead of bringing out new limitations :shakefist:


My egoistic self-promotion.


Some time ago I have started a "blog" that in future I am going to destine for novel I write since 2004. I have already written one and a half volumes (it's a halfway...) and I am not sure if I am ever going to finish it :cries: My recent frustration totally takes away my afflatus, and this situation lasts few months now. I can only paint some portraits of my characters if I have enough strength for that, so I post these works there. Maybe someday I will be able to use that blog for something more. At the moment I am not even able to push friends to read the first part of the book. I guess it's too boring, or too usual, or maybe too infantile? It's possible, but what to do? I just want to tell this story, I need to do this. It's my only real dream and my only true wish.


The blog is (will be...?) here:




Underestimated Artworks.














































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Ignorance

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 21, 2011, 7:11 AM


Few words about the ignorance.


Sometimes I wonder why people decide to be gallery moderators, if they don't have time for this function. You know, i suggest DDs quite often, because i really enjoy it. And i find some great works everyday, works that should have much more attention than they receive, because they sadly roll by unnoticed through the tangle of average (or frequently awful...) deviations.
But... only one of my suggestions has been accepted so far, since i am here on dA (it's quite a long time...) And i am not saying that GMs are ignorants, because they don't accept my DD suggestions, no no no! It's not that. I understand that they receive many suggestions like mine, and have to choose something best from the mess of their notes. But some of GMs feature absolutely nothing. NOTHING. After i sent suggestion to one of them i realized that they didn't honor any deviation for a long time (though they still appear as a GM). The note i sent about a month ago remains unread till now. Well, maybe GM doesn't visit dA? Maybe they don't have time for this beacuse of real life duties? No. Their recent activity isn't hidden. They visit dA everyday, even few times a day. Hm... Then maybe they receive much attention as a GM and have to answer all private messages first? Nope. That's not true either. Their viewership is smaller than mine (!) - although i don't receive as many pageviews as i used to when i was publishing mostly artistic nudes.
Then - why? Why to be a gallery moderator and waste other people's time, if there is no zest to help unseen deviants and feature their best works?
And.... what to do now? If i cannot send the same suggestion to another GM?

Sometimes i ask myself one another question: why people ignore correspondence messages from dA groups? If You don't want Your deviation to appear in group's gallery, simply press the NO button. Don't block other's message centers.

The only thing i can do now is to feature some of Your works by myself, in my journal.



Some of my finds.








Jazmin 01 by RejeanBrandt BEHIND THE SCENE II by simsalabima Shadow play by PicTd
Cleo by snep Dreamer by igreeny Paris 4 by ryczypisk
Fetish 0.6 by Malekithan dreams come true by Arashi-X1999
:thumb272738124: Spiracle by VTAL
deep in thought.. by slatkatajna Closer to the edge by JoInnovate








:thumb273789403: Aoede by pullingcandy
Untitled by zsphere No Light, No Light by SebastianKraus
Gone with the wind by diensilver sunrise by mari-mi
Phoenix Star Trail by knold Lucas 3 by sofia210 A Walk in the Woods by cwaddell
Running Marley by Fra-Emer The Sheep by DREAMCA7CHER






Navigating the Charles by ARocco5 Galeria by DenizDayangac speed of light by rbogas
Stage 2 by Tomasz987 Industrial sunset by kubica
:thumb272616639: Cathedral by IoanBalasanu A Walk With Mystery by vi-ol-et
In the mist by arthika at the end by HeretyczkaA Synchrone by NestR




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My DDs


Beauty of blessed memory. by oro-elui
inside the Fire. by oro-elui
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other stuff





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  • Mood: Irritated
  • Listening to: voices of the last day of fall.
  • Reading: between the lines.
  • Watching: pages of the book.
  • Playing: by heart.
  • Eating: salad made of tomatos.
  • Drinking: coffee. or maybe beer.

Music & Visions.

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 3, 2011, 4:35 PM


Few words for the beginning.


You know, sometimes when I have my playlist opened in winamp I go to deviantART's main page and search for songs' titles. And I can find some really good art then. It's completely random, because winamp is playing random songs from my playlist (almost 2000 tracks). It's also a good way to find some great works that don't have as much attention as they actually deserve. Something like "random deviant" or "random deviation" options that are available here on dA. But dependent on what my winamp desides to play next.
So... why not do it now, when I am writing my boring journal again and searching for some fine features You should guys see...?

I'll do that this way: I set my music player for random mode, and then search for works writing title of the song my player chooses. Then I pick out one (or maybe few?) that in my opinion are the best.


PS. I have got my driving licence yesterday - you know: a piece of plastic that certifies my right to drive a car. I have to tell You about one of my philosophic findings: I have never seen a piece of plastic that would be so expensive, and would cost so much. My DL broke the records.



Music & Visions.






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My DDs


Beauty of blessed memory. by oro-elui
inside the Fire. by oro-elui
thank You, mods and suggesters!


other stuff





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  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: voices of the fall.
  • Reading: between the lines.
  • Watching: pages of the book.
  • Playing: by heart.
  • Eating: salad made of tomatos.
  • Drinking: coffee. or maybe beer.

Welcome Back.

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 26, 2011, 1:40 PM


Welcome Back


Long time no see.

Well, actually no visible sign of my journals. I was so used to these colourful, shiny journals related to Premium Membership, that i didn't have a zest to write anything while I had a standard account. To be more precise there was nothing to write about. I used to write journals mainly for featuring your amazing, colourful and shiny works.

There is nothing really important to mention, beside two things that occured during last year. First of them is that I have finally graduated from university and finished studying biotechnology with MSc.Eng degree. The second issue is quite fresh: one week ago I have passed the exam for driving license.

What's more, i have a proffessional flash for my camera now. Aaaand few new ideas for photos and paintings, though i have actually no time or conditions to transform these ideas into visible effects.

So. After this long and boring introduction we can cut to the chase: featuring Your colourful, shiny artworks :D



Colourful







Flowers, Tower and Bell by marrciano Colors of Capitol Peak by iphelps Amber by Smoludozerka
Waiting for the Sun by JindrichLisy autumn girl by FrederikIrtenkauf
Autumn  Time vol.3 by Justine1985 Happy Pencils by Firrea Cat in the window by aniaw


Shiny








Romantics by nextDoorARTist Ivy by Luthiae :thumb252982879:
Lightthought 529 by lightthinker Dreamy Wood by bejzar
golden by efeline All Saints Night by SielojRamu Niveus Urbs by ArthurBlue


Black&White, but still amazing








Moonwalk by kazzdavore
:thumb261514140: Forest Fancy by LAlight
a drop of fierceness by regina6 forces of nature by Dave-Derbis summer water by asphodel-magic



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My DDs


Beauty of blessed memory. by oro-elui
inside the Fire. by oro-elui
thank You, mods and suggesters!


other stuff





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Thanks to all of You for watches, faves and comments :hug: All support is much appreciated, though i know i don't have enough time to answer all Your messages...


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  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: voices of the fall.
  • Reading: between the lines.
  • Watching: pages of the book.
  • Playing: by heart.
  • Eating: salad made of tomatos.
  • Drinking: coffee. all kinds i am able to make.