i can still feel the silence of the winter.
blackbird's song didn't warm my heart.


all my expectations have turned to dust recently. i guess i have definitely lost all my friends. i will never see them again, because they have chosen the way of life that differs a lot from mine.
The time has come, when i have to forgot about all my naive, childish dreams and become really an independent adult person, who knows, what she want to achieve in her life. it will be difficult, because i still don't know, what i want to achieve. instead of that more and more i am starting to think that i have chosen improper way, and everything runs in the wrong, wrong direction.

i am lonely.
i feel the silence, cold, inodourous silence of the winter; dirty, dusty and moody winter. i do not know, how long - how many years this silence will last.




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Please, don't use any of my works submitted here. these are my personal works and some rights are reserved.

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my Love:

His old gallery.
His new account.

visit His galleries. He is a great photographer.

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music: my favourites on youtube.
book: amy tan "saving fish from drowning" ("ratując ryby od utonięcia")

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thanks to all watchers for support. Thanks a lot to all of You, though i know i don't have enough time to answer all of Your messages...