My life becomes more weird everyday. After months of routine strange things can happen, and of course they tend to appear gregariously. My typical day includes early waking up, few hours of work, three hours spent at a gym and then lonely evenings on deviantART or facebook, or other mystical places on the internet. I don't go out, I don't talk to people. I am closed person, I prefer to take photos or write my book, so I don't have any friends. All of my acquaintances ended when I returned to my hometown after finishing studies. I don't even have proper opportunity to meet some nice representatives of opposite sex. So every day I get up I tell myself something like: "Rise and shine, sweetheart! The day won't become shitty on its own!"

So, when strange things happen I am quite a bit... unbalanced.

Lately strange things have happened. Yes, in plural.

First of all - I will appear on TV. I can't say more now, but the one thing I can say is that I would really like the job of an actress. This was a fun experience, though I would rather not to watch myself on TV, because I am hopeless when it comes to pretending. So if You want to see some shitty acting, just stay tuned.

The second thing is much more serious. I have an opportunity to publish my novel. I've got a letter from the publisher with very positive opinion and an offer. But when you are a novice you have to invest these days by yourself. I need almost 15 000 PLN (about 3 600 EUR or 4 700 USD) so my dreams will not come true, unless I find a sponsor. And this is sad. I was always afraid that the main obstacle would be my lack of talent or something like that. It appears that I have encountered the main obstacle of all times - MONEY.

Please, maybe You can give me some advices about the kind of institutions that would be interested in patronizing publication of fantasy book?

I've got a wonderful gift from =kg177, who decided to give me a Premium Membership. Raz jeszcze dziękuję.

I am obliged to remind You about the Facebook page for my photography and digital art. I established it some time ago, but i still feel very lonely on that vast and lonesome place called Facebook. If You like my art here, maybe You could like it there as well...?

Llamas.... what are those for? I don't get the whole "Llama idea". Don't give me them, I wouldn't know how to use them. For the same reason I don't offer them back.

This account is not a stock! Please, don't use any work submitted here. This is private, personal work that is not allowed to use in any way.

Thanks to all of You for watches, faves and comments All support is much appreciated, though i know i don't have enough time to answer all Your messages...